if you know

If you know the meaning of this current status.

Yah. I might be look like heartless, with no facial expression. Because i accept anything in front of me with the infinity hope and belief that everything happens for a reason and with His wills, so things happen. Yet i also have my own thoughts. I always think and keep thinking on every single thing. It hurts inside, but i am mature enough to cope with it. You become strong because of all things, experiences and problems you've been through. So do i. Its a big thunder, heavy rain out there, but you still can walk beautifully with your own umbrella. Eventhough the situations make you fragile and weak but all secrets are keep inside. I talk a lot but secrets are secrets. Theres nothing i have to talk out loud when it is called secret. So i remain quiet. Hush. Me, and Him. I keep these, because of Him. I know, if i remain like this, i am not a loser. But i am a winner. The winner for myself. Not for others. Because..i am the princess of myself, the queen of myself, and the power are all on me. Not on others.